Thursday, September 07, 2006
Bismillahirohmanirrohim....
ooohh lala ! welcome to the rebirth of my paw prints.
after a period of long absence, it's finally back!!
with a new layout...
with some touches of PIIIINNNNkk!!
with a tagboard!
with pictchas!
superb!
many many thanks to KYMAH!!!!
this is a very meaningful gift.
well, now it's up, all done up and linked, i feel so inspired to update. and as promised to my designer(KYM), here it is, a lil update from me.
been one month now since i last left Kranji. I'm now sitting at the other side of the teacher's table. No longer screaming and shouting at kids. I'm just like my students now. researching, studying, homeworks, projects, assignments, thinking, worrying,... ..
but somehow although i'm already adapting to school life, the memories of kranji still lingers.
sometimes i woke up thinking "what am i suppose to teach my kids today" while instead i should be worrying about my incomplete assignments......
and when i open my wardrobe to choose what to wear to school for the day, my eyes will always stumble upon this two particular polo shirts (one it's red and the other black), neatly ironed and hanged. thoughts of kranji instantly came back.
heheh... so emotional..
well, i just don't know what these kids have done to me. i m so attached to them that i refused to let go. why do i still care for them when i have already left them,there must be something special about them.... i'm still checking on their blogs to see how were they doing in school/life . not "eavesdropping", i just want to know that they are fine.
sometimes ifeel that i have not done enough to build on their artistic potentials. there's still so much more amazing things about art that i have not told them. there's still skills i have failed to impart to them. i'm still angry that i can't further improve on their skills and so many other frustrations that i have to just bury in my heart.
hear me out now my passionz and artsomenezz
mummy sha loves you all, sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
till today, i miss ALL the good and bad things about you.
please take care of yourselves well.
and take care of each other well too...
always remember we are one family, must keep each family member together.
i'll always be watching over you all
in some ways or another.
with love,
ms sha
mummy sha
mister shamir
(or whatever it is lah...)
left paws;
