Sunday, May 13, 2007
as i'm typing this. i'm feeling very sad.
as the wedding is drawing near the more i feel down.
Although this wedding meant that i will be united with the person i love,
it also means that i'll have to be separated from the other people whom i love too....
... once i'm not in the house, she'll be alone.
she have to manage everything on her own. perhaps she can after all manage
but i know she'll be lonely. i've been her emotional support.
all the times when she's sad, lost, unhappy and even at times when she's angry.
i've been there.....
and there were times when she just made me so angry for all the mess that she make
for turning my wardrobe upside down
for not putting things back on the right places.
for not hanging her towel after her shower....
but i still love her
and all the good times we spent together
for sharing the same SINGLE bed everynight
for helping me kill those detested coakroaches though she herself is afraid of it
for helping me choose the right accesories that best matches my attire
for listening to my problems though at times she herself dont understand it
for tolerating all my tantrums and whinings
she has been my pillar of strength...
i hope you will take care of yourself well
cause once i'm married i cant be there for you all the time
be a strong girl and have faith in yourself
you have my support in whatever that you do....
i will treasure these remaining 27 days with you
before i begin a new life....
Labels: LOVE FOR A SIBLING
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