It is my last semester, the final flight before i will get my dream certificate.

It's been a long and winding road. Coping with all school stress, financial stress, wedding stress.. you name it...it has been a tough 2 years. Once all this is over, the amount of satisfaction and gratification is just unimaginable. I will cry... hubby will just be as emotional... he unfortunately suffered as much as me (or perhaps even more). He had to carry by himself, financial burdens of me, our home and the automobile. Not only that, he had absorbed all the stress that i often fail to quell and as a result, he becomes the 'punching bag' at home. He had to simmer down all my anxiety,my angers, my frustration and my unbending temperaments that i shouldn't have brought back home from school. As a man of the house, he is calm and composed, always in control of the situation even when i became a nasty storm in the teacup. He's wonderful and has been my backbone and my pillar of strength...

Unfortunately, the beloved hubby is leaving tomorrow. He has been deployed for duties overseas. No, not too far, just in Muar, Malaysia for the next 3-6months. This means to say that i will get to see him less as he comes home only on his off days viz. i'll see him say 2-3 days in a week. Might not sound so bad but with the rigorous school schedule i'm going through now will unforgivingly lessen that space of 2-3 days into just a few hours of seeing him. It doesn't help that there will be a high possiblity that he will have to leave for another country again, for long term and somewhere even further, after the Muar assignment is done.I will miss him and I'm sure i will be lost without his presence at home.

Hubby, I hope and pray for your safety. May this experience of you going overseas be fulfilling and enrich your expertise and experiences. I promise i will be strong and take good care of our abode...

will miss you like the deserts miss the rains...